~can’t you guess?

To you, the person who changed my life.

Have you ever wondered what it is behind my decision to leave you?

Have you ever asked yourself the reason why I changed my mind?

How come i wanted to stay, then one second later I could not wait to leave?

Have you?

Well, here it is.

It’s you.

Because you made me lie. I never liked that.

Because you made me fight my heart. I was not me anymore.

Because you made me betray trusts. I lost every faith I had on myself.

Because I kept on trusting you, and you kept on disappointing me.

Because slowly, I started to resent you. And I never want to feel that way.

I want us to be just like we used to be.

So forgive me, ‘sorry’ is not enough anymore.

I’m leaving.

aureliasp,

written when she was supposed to do her exam